I was hired as a photographer to take pictures of this baby, Drew Mascara. It was my first time to  get paid in doing what I love. And it was my first time to photograph a baby (serious) and I thought it was easy but damn, it was the hardest I've done. It was hard to make him sleep so all of my planned poses/shoots went outside the window so I decided to just do candid shots instead. I feel bad and embarrassed though because I was paid to do the job but I couldn't give them a lot of good photos. Indoor photography is not one of my strong suit mainly because I don't have the right lens and lights to do the job. Oh well, at least I get to experience it.

P.S.: How can I love photography so much but feel uncomfortable doing it with people I'm not closed to or doing it professionally? I still prefer to do it as a hobby.